Yes, I'm still treading in search of something substantial to anchor me down. I don't know where my search is gonna lead me. Sometimes I feel I have not embarked upon a search at all; sitting here and thinking that I'm searching for something doesn't really mean that I'm really doing it. I know, as always, sounds too confusing maybe.

I feel strongly for so many things happening around me, so many topics to write about; but I do not take the initiative of throwing that first stone in the pond and see the ripples spreading all around. What am I waiting for? Why don't I just get up and do things? Why don't I just take control of my life and put it all to pen, or literally speaking, to type.That way, I know, there are going to be reams and reams of stuff that's gonna rush out of my thoughts, but I don't know why I keep it bottled up inside me.

Treading along!

Hmm.. I know not the time for me to mull over what I want to be at the pinnacle of adulthood but I am like this ... love me or leave me... still confused about why am I treading along life’s winding paths…. What do I want from my life? And what does life want to prove out of my experiences. At this point in time, I have a comfy job (so to say), but no job satisfaction, I earn pretty good but don’t know how to spend it and feel a serenity pervade me for having spent it the right way.

To top it all, I m unsatisfied with my job profile. I want to branch out, want to explore, want to really know “what exactly is THE job for me?” Toying with the idea of HTML, Graphic Designing, Web Designing, Multimedia, and my first passion Writing.. be it copywriting, content writing or whatever. So many of my friends say that I have it in me but I don’t know what’s stopping me from giving it a shot… I mean plunging into writing. I feel I lack that hook in my writing which can grasp people’s attention.

This is turning out to be a journal of my life, something like an online diary. I hope I keep this up, keep adding to this. I know my thoughts are jumping but that’s what I wanted to do here… just let my thoughts be, just let them run haywire…..