Yes, I'm still treading in search of something substantial to anchor me down. I don't know where my search is gonna lead me. Sometimes I feel I have not embarked upon a search at all; sitting here and thinking that I'm searching for something doesn't really mean that I'm really doing it. I know, as always, sounds too confusing maybe.

I feel strongly for so many things happening around me, so many topics to write about; but I do not take the initiative of throwing that first stone in the pond and see the ripples spreading all around. What am I waiting for? Why don't I just get up and do things? Why don't I just take control of my life and put it all to pen, or literally speaking, to type.That way, I know, there are going to be reams and reams of stuff that's gonna rush out of my thoughts, but I don't know why I keep it bottled up inside me.